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Kalo Icha bilang :

Dear boys, just wanna ask you a question. Why did you forget your lady is a girl too. Even your mum, she is a lady. Why did you forget to tell her how much you love her? Girl will be girl. They are jealous. They are emotionally unstable. They tears easily. They are sensitive. They love too much, they hate even more. They are girl. Why did you yell at her instead of smile to her and say that everything is gonna be okay. Don't blame on her jealousy, it come naturally. Don't look away too much. Remember her in a minute, text her nicely just in 5 minutes, and you'll be free fooling around with 'the dudes' in 5 hours. Why did you forget she is the one you can depends on when nothing's right? Why did you forget she listened to you when everyone seems against you? How could you forget? A girl is a girl. A hug will cover any pain away.

100% menjelaskan apa yang saya rasakan selama ini. Yeah saya emang bukan orang pandai merangkai kata-kata itulah yang sering menimbulkan kesalahpahaman, itu juga yang menjadi alasan saya jarang mungkin bisa dibilang rare kali ya ngeupdate blog ini. So many stories in my head but why I have no words to say it out. Saya suka bertanya, kenapa sih saya ga bisa kaya mereka yang pandai bersyukur, kenapa sih saya gabisa kaya mereka yang pandai berargumentasi, kenapa saya harus jadi orang yang penakut, pemalu, dan pandai berbuat kesalahan? Mungkin kata kata yang cocok buat saya itu i was born without any talent. Saya belum bisa membanggakan ayah sama ibu. Kenapa? Oke. Cukup. Saya tau saat ini saya lagi sangat down. Dan kata kata yang saya ungkapkan banyak yang ga nyambung.

OH NO!

aduuuuuh i feel sooo stress lately. my blood out again and again and didn't stop. i feel so tired

maybe this feeling because many things.

i'm very sad and confused when my friends tell about mrs.erna,

first : rifat. mrs.erna came to him and asked him about his interest and talent (talking about jurusan), then he said that he wanted to took sains class. Rifat was confused because mrs.erna's question, so he asked to her "why do you ask me like that ma'am?" theen she said, "your score isn't enough"

oh my god, i very surprised when rifat was telling that. rifat's score isn't enough to enter the sains class??? how about my score? can i enter the sains class? i'll always pray for it and i'll study hard for it too

second : malika and yusti. mrs.erna came again to malika then mrs.erna asked again to her, "scecy, which class do you want?" and malika said, "sains class ma'am" -- i think she just asked about malika but she asked about yusti too! -- then mrs.erna asked, "how about yustisia?" and malika answered, "sains class too ma'am"

third : i was listened that yusti and vini got the same experience. mrs.erna came to them then she asked them about their interested.

that makes me very afraid

oh goood "can i?" just it question that always there in my mind

now, i feel i wanna cry out louuud

now, i feel i wanna screaaam 

and now.... i dont know what must i do

eh nengok

hari ini...... melelahkan

kepala puyeng limapuluh keliling mana di jemputnya lama jam setengah 6 dan mesti ke lia kalimalang buat ambil formulir buat adek gue buat dia daftar dan tidak di buat buat (apaaaa coba)

udah bingung aja nih gue ke lia nya gimana, males banget sendirian naek angkoooot meeeeen, kalopun naek ojek gue juga males mahal hahaha

akhirnya untung saja si wina ga jadi futsal, soooooo kesananya sama wina deh, eh tapi kan dijemputnya disekolah jadi mesti balik lagi nih ah rebek, mana si wini gamau nemenin balik lagi, katanya "males gue de, udah deket rumah" hhhhh okedah akhirnya balik sendiri ke sekolah naek ojek

teruuuuuuus balik lagi ke cerita awal

jadi kan gue akhirnya naik 26 ke lia kalimalang, diangkot tuh si wina malah maenan rubiks, biasa lah orang norak baru bisa wkwkwk (padahal gue juga baru bisa)

nah akhirnya nyampe juga tuh di lia, jalan kaki kedalemnya lumayan jauh juga ya, sambil ngeledekin wina tentang si ****a, kita ketemu anjiang (baca: doggy) yaudah mulai deh gue anehnya keluar

"sssst ssst wiiina wiiina, woy win wina" sambil ngeliat ke anjingnya, wina mah senyum2 ketawa doang sambil ngomong "wah sialan lo de"

gue panggil panggil terus anjingnya ga nengok2 ah sialan, eh terus si wina manggil "deaa deaa deaaa" ke anjingnya ceritanya mau bales gue gitu, tapi syukurlah anjingnya ga nengok juga, sambil gue manggil2 anjing yang ga nengok2 itu dengan sebuatan wina, wina bilang "caaan..caaan..."(cantika maksutnya) en deeeen guess whaaatt??? anjingnya langsung NENGOK meeeen!! ngerasa dipanggil kali yak hahahaha, ampun caaan

ah coba aja kejadian itu terekam oleh kamera cctv yang tersembunyi, halah halah hahahaha

saking ngakaknya gue sampe lupa foto anjing itu, tapi yaaaaa kira kira seperti ini wujudnya 

tapi ini versi bagusan, yang tadi tuh kampungan gitu deh anjingnya