OH NO!

aduuuuuh i feel sooo stress lately. my blood out again and again and didn't stop. i feel so tired

maybe this feeling because many things.

i'm very sad and confused when my friends tell about mrs.erna,

first : rifat. mrs.erna came to him and asked him about his interest and talent (talking about jurusan), then he said that he wanted to took sains class. Rifat was confused because mrs.erna's question, so he asked to her "why do you ask me like that ma'am?" theen she said, "your score isn't enough"

oh my god, i very surprised when rifat was telling that. rifat's score isn't enough to enter the sains class??? how about my score? can i enter the sains class? i'll always pray for it and i'll study hard for it too

second : malika and yusti. mrs.erna came again to malika then mrs.erna asked again to her, "scecy, which class do you want?" and malika said, "sains class ma'am" -- i think she just asked about malika but she asked about yusti too! -- then mrs.erna asked, "how about yustisia?" and malika answered, "sains class too ma'am"

third : i was listened that yusti and vini got the same experience. mrs.erna came to them then she asked them about their interested.

that makes me very afraid

oh goood "can i?" just it question that always there in my mind

now, i feel i wanna cry out louuud

now, i feel i wanna screaaam 

and now.... i dont know what must i do